its now day three into the new year and as the saying goes, the leopard never changes its spots, so yea i am late again, in trying to size up just what 2010 really meant to me.
ten things about 2010:
1) new friendships forged and old ones strengthened. really glad to have found people whom i can seek solace from in times of f r e n z i e d frustration. or when i am shopping alone and really need a second opinion and know that they are but only an email/sms away. feels good where i am now, friends-wise.
2) b-less. its has been two years, i think, cos i cant rem exactly when the cut was truly made. sometimes i look back and regret upon the decision made but its just the weakness getting to me. because i know, with all my heart, that that was the right decision. i am thankful for the love that has been showered upon me in those times but i also knew that it was time to move on.
3) completing the course in china. prior to beijing, i really was dreading the two years, to the depth of my souls, if i may, and really thought that i wouldnt be able to cut it. but i did. we all did. i am extremely proud of us, though sometimes i think of the competition (undercurrent/not) and will still feel stick to the stomach. haha. thats why i chose the other way out, one that i am happy with and that others beg to differ about. take that. the convocation(s) were bittersweet endings cos stre lingered on most of our minds.
4) which brings me to this, yuppssss i can has a tcm license. woohoo. dont think i deserve it but still happy with the lil card of affirmation nonetheless. just dont come to me for consult anytime soon ya.
5) flew to europe with my ahma! frankfurt-stuugart-paris-chamonix-geneva-interlaken-london. oh what would i give to go back! bring on the road trips again please :)
6) took a lesson on forgiveness. the two years that i was away, much happened. now instead of all money and love (yes i was frivolous) i pray for peace and closure, wrt the issue. it can only do us good. not to say that i have succeeded cos thats far from the truth but everyday i am trying.
7) am now more comfortable in my own skin. its taken me all of 24 years to get to where i am now but well they also say, better late than never.
8) after numerous trips to the orthodontist(s) and dentist(s) i finally got on my braces! i will embrace this journey with all my heart. abit emo, but hey this is my dear teeth we are talking about!
9) cant think of anything fancy to add. will update later!
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THANK YOU 2010! You have been good to me, not all good, but good enough! BYEBYE!
