The Present and memories

Family and tyrannic sister -1, meek little me -0. So the plans were thwarted. What to do what to do. I am thinking 咬牙切齿 will be my middle name in the weeks (the last I count there are 9) leading up to the much-awaited trip back to islandsunny.

BTW, I have a very funny photo of an innocent little tyke that will (*fingers and toes crossed) help tide me through this trying period. Thanks budd of the decade, you rock.

ps: Said photo shall not be displayed to protect the identity of little tyke in question.

I need some loving

Here I am stealing a breather from the suffocating cauldron aka the school. Life's not been too good recently what with the lack of quality sleep and thoughts that are pushing me towards the other end of the spectrum. I miss home like you can never ever imagine. And no it is not temporary. As I was telling a few long lost friends, the furore brought about by a post on fb was like a blow of fresh air into my fast decaying life. I really enjoyed that night although we were like miles apart but everyone feeling the same way about our elementary sch life, that was FANTASTIC. I really missed those times. Really prove the old wives' tales right. Dun hurry to grow up. Growing up sucks (Although I do think growing tall would be kinda cool. I am stunted fyi, hence the comment).

The mind is an amazing entity and I cannot emphasize this point more. "We are halfway there already,", "Surely we can bring something useful back with us after all these," just floats in via the left ear and exits via the right. Not much effect there all these reassurance from various parties. I dunno but I am pretty sure of what I wanna do already. I just need to convince the parents and all other detractors (re: Youli) that I foresee will not hesitate to hamtum me when I finally figure out how to say my peace.

Going for a stretch now. Out!

:(

i miss these missies. PF!!!

It has been a while

Judging by how sporadic my posts are becoming, it is evident that I am either 1) too busy living it up here in the rustic (minus the charm factor) village of 方庄 or 2) cannot be bothered. The scale tips more towards the latter obviously but then again the only time I was mildly religious in my blogging habits was back in the days when I was a bummer and had lots of free time on hands. Now I would kill to be able to bum. Bumming my dear, I miss you so much. Ok, even of crap that I bet will make me cringe when I revisit this site 10 years later.

To Paofu and Bbb: I think I am not as strong as you guys thought me to be. Am still feeling vvvv trapped.

Oh MY

I really need to find a way to kick this annoying little habit of mine. The typical scenario is that B calls around 10~11pm and I will go lie on the bed while talking on the phone. I then proceed to drift into semi-consciousness and before u can count to ten I am fast asleep. Oh my. And then around 12 plus B calls again and I am awaken either by the ring-tone that has sounded for maybe the third time OR by my own guilt. Then I try to compensate for that by trying to squeeze in a nugget of info here and there and before u know it I feel sleepy again. Tell me that this is normal.
On a crappy-unrelated note ------------------------------->
Isn't this is kinda cool??

i am hoping its PMS

but i really really wanna go home.

I'll be there for you

So no one told you life was going to be this way.
Your job's a joke, you're broke, you're love life's DOA.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

You're still in bed at ten, the work began at eight.
You've burned your breakfast, so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these,
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees.

That, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

No one could ever know me, no one could ever see me.
Seems like you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me.
Someone to face the day with, make it through all the rest with,
Someone I'll always laugh with, even at my worst, I'm best with you.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
Well, it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

But, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.
I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

-- What has been keeping me sane from then till now, and you bet it will continue to.